I am personally having some intense mega emotional days especially with my relationship to myself and my love…This can’t just be retrograde but it definitely feels like 4th dimensional clearings and the collective dark night of the soul. I am literally seeing the past issues i used to have with my…
These kinds of things have been happening to me for the past while aswell. More often than not past issues have had a sneaky way of popping up into new relationships and you start to make a connection. That everything is kind of the exact same as before but still different somehow. I like the déjà vu and vivid dreaming that has been accompanied with this experience. It is like, if you pay attention to your dreams and key factors in them, watch you emotions and bodily sensations and at all times monitoring your thoughts being sure to only receive and give the most positive of frequencies. It’s like I am watching myself make actions 2 steps before they even happen and it’s all thanks to this “past” feeling of already having been there.
I hope you can relate to some of it or it helps a bit, this is the first time I have written like this in an open manner on such an open medium.
People born on february 16 have the ability to transform even the most difficult of experiences into something positive. There is a touch of the alchemist about them in their ability to see the bigger picture, bring together all the relevant information and cut right to the essence or truth of the situation. It is likely that people born on this day have at some point in their lives experienced some form of upheaval, trauma or setback. Whatever the nature of this was, they have taken it in their stride, learned from it and grown stronger. The positive side is that it has given them a great deal of confidence; even if they sometimes appear quiet on the outside, underneath one can sense inner strength and brightness. They also have an astute understanding of others and how the world works; rarely, if they ever do miss a trick. The downside is that they can sometimes appear cold and detached, and their bluntness or impatience with the weaknesses of others may come across as arrogance. Others may at times resent the imperious manner that thesofe people posses, but more often than not people end up admiring their cleverness and ability to know exactly what to say, what to do and how to do. If they learn how to control their bossiness, their tremendous capacity to be realistic and intuitive, both in their assessment of others and their own abilities, makes them potentially great leaders. Around the age of thirty-four there is a turning point in their life that they become more conscious of their emotions, rather than masking them with a bossy or imperious manner or, in some cases, with emotional reserve and detachment. When people born on this day are able to strike balance between their inner and outer life, they really are capable of striking gold both personally and professionally, which is after all every true alchemists dream.
On The Dark Side
Arrogance, Blunt, Detachment
At Your Best
Realistic, Intuitive, Confidence
Your Greatest Challenge Is
To resist being a know all
The Way Forward Is
To understand that just as you have learned from your mistakes sometimes other people need to learn from theirs
Starting anything can be difficult, remodeling your lifestyle, that is a real challenge. Although if done properly , should feel as though we are not doing a thing. This is the period in which flow enhanced my life in a way that could only seem as though I had written it earlier that day. The best way I can describe what happened was comparable to the biggest tree from the smallest seed. For some time , I was stuck under the soil, berried slightly deeper than intended and lacking essential nutrients needed to embark on this mission impossible. This upward spiral of enlightenment that was so desperately needed for the survival of the organism. This was my first understanding of light , the sun , the power of WILL. Being stuck under the soil of life mixed with some of our newer generational issues. We can call these situations and blockages the pesticides of society. Every time the “light shone through ” something else would sprout up in the way and soak it all up ( or so it would seem ). That’s when another connection was made. I am not a plant, I am not rooted, this is where I had a slight glimpse into how everything is relatable and entangled. Why stay in this same spot missing out on all this light. There are no roots restricting me to only one area. If anything we are super-flora-organisms ,since, not only do we have the ability to absorb and disperse but we can pull our “roots” out of where ever we are and plant them where ever we see fit. I started to understand that proper positioning in this “LIGHT” brings tremendous opportunities and capabilities…..
This morning during a beautifully wine driven sleep, I saw a women with a pale face, almost a purple pale though. Her teeth were immaculate and she had four fangs and when she kissed me on my neck she left the kiss of death. In my dream this kept on happening.
If you are not to sure on what the kiss of death is, here you go, courtesy of Wikipedia;
According to the Synoptic Gospels, Judas identified Jesus to the soldiers by means of a kiss. This is the kiss of Judas, also known (especially in art) as the Betrayal of Christ, which occurs in the Garden of Gethsemane after the Last Supper, and leads directly to the arrest of Jesus by the police force of the Sanhedrin (Kilgallen 271). In Christian theology, the events from the Last Supper until the death and resurrection of Jesus are referred to as The Passion.
More broadly, a Judas kiss may refer to “an act appearing to be an act of friendship, which is in fact harmful to the recipient.”
You can lie to yourself, but your soul will never lie to you, and so now I must decipher what this dream holds in store for me :)
The one philosophy everyone could and should live by .
What is beauty?- I say beauty in vain/ Knowing that which I speak of is merely a mirage/ Treating ourselves to the luxuries of individual perceptions/Fractured/Like a mirror/We were once able to look at so clearly/The mirror Needs only one crack to turn into hundreds/Looking in now causes distortion/ Hard to recognize/
Maybe even scary to look at/Yet it is still us looking back/ This is the reflection of our souls in one another/ We are one/Gazing into another’s eyes only to see the pain/ happiness/ struggle/ desire/ coming to realization that this is what we see in ourselves/ We need only to remember that the men and women we call strangers/ are merely distortions of ourselves.